I am not having a good week. In fact, I am not having a good month. I know I have been trying to have a change in my life; I know I vowed to make my life better… but somehow, it is just not working. I tried everything – well, perhaps my efforts are not enough. But anyway, I did try my best to make things better for me. I do not know what I am doing wrong. It’s just… not working.
I want to improve my academics. I have been studying until the wee hours in the morning… but I still fail. I want to improve my relationships with other people. I have been trying to reach out… but I ended up making the one person that really cared for me cry. I want to have a healthier lifestyle. I have been avoiding unhealthy food… but nothing’s happening.
I hate it. I hate how nothing is changing despite my efforts.
